random thoughts.

I need to break these bad habits:

1. Eating out when there is food in the apartment and I'm just too lazy to cook.
2. Not brushing my teeth before I go to bed.
3. Letting the apartment get messier and messier.
4. Allowing my negative thoughts prevent me from taking action.
5. Being too lazy to work out and be healthy.

This blog has enabled me in some ways to break through barriers in my life. Since I've started writing here, I've given myself more confidence to accomplish goals. I've realized my inner thoughts and hopes, simply by enumerating them and forcing myself to make them take life.
SO tonight I've enumerated my bad habits and will seek to make these improvements.

Ryan and I had a short talk this evening about moving out of Gainesville. His job satisfaction has seen a bit of a dip the last couple of months. Mostly due to lack of responsibility exhibited by the emloyees surrounding him. No one seems to really care enough about their job to even just put the minimum level of work required by the job. That brought us back to the idea of moving to Orlando. I had thought we would stay in Gainesville a little while longer (2 yrs max). I am still open to moving sooner though. I'm just curious where that would put our relationship. Do we buy a house? Do we rent again? It will be interesting to live out this next year. It seems a lot of changes are about to come.

On a different note...On the way out to his parents house yesterday we had a discussion about child behavior and what factors affect a child's personality. We decided that it could be parental influence, siblings, sex/gender, position in the sibling order and school/public influence. I realized during that discussion that my passions and interests have largely been in this area of thought: child behavior and child psychology. I have always enjoyed children (despite my previous anxiety about giving birth to my own children) and have always been curious as to what makes a child's mind work the way it does. I'm wondering how I could make a career out of this discovery of some of my real and true interests.

And now, I'm going to go brush my teeth.